Thesis

Reaction about Thesis

                “STUDENT,” one word and a very simple word composed of seven letters. But if you explore that, you may realize how difficult and hard it is. If we sew a student, we thought that they has an easy life, no worries because sometimes they were in their happy face, laughter with peers, classmates, teachers and sometimes they drunk, go parties in nights, hangouts and sad to say not valuing their studies. But in some cases there are students give more importance in terms of their school and their studies. They worked and study hard to achieve their goals and dreams in life. Being a student is so hard but if you give it importance you may attain your aspiration in the things that you want to have in the rest of your life.

                As a student of Capiz State University Dayao Satellite College is a pleasure to me in terms of having a classmates that makes me happy and a teachers that challenged me. I challenged all the activities they gave, exams and responsibilities that they threw. That responsibilities whether you like it or not, you will take it, like when Department Chairman choosing who will become a leaders in Thesis. In the time that he announced the list of chosen names by the computer faculties, I don’t know how I reacted because in the first place, I’m not expected that among in seven leaders, one of them is me. And that time my tears drop from my eyes, not in happiness but in the thought that I’m not good like the other leaders. I know and I felt that also my classmates surprised why I’m chosen, even in predicting when we’re third year, they’re not trying to point me to become a leader. I knew to myself what I can do and I can’t. But in that time no “but” and “don’t” even it is so hard for me to accept this biggest responsibility that they gave to me, I accepted and I can’t figured out what’s the result after this.

                As I taking this responsibility, I always prayed and hoped that I can make this even I’m not good like the others, I’m not good in many fields especially in programming. But this time, I will do all the best that I can. I trusted my group mates, I know that if I can’t make this good as the others does, I have a members that supported me. I felt pleased when we’re starting planning what we were going to do. Oral defense were done. Making program is very difficult especially when you are going to start. I don’t know how to start; you were going trial and error. I don’t have many ideas in terms of programming. Until we’re undertaken testing the same feelings that I felt. I always thought the negative side; I can’t avoid this pessimistic side of mine. I thought I’m the only one thinking that others take me too lightly, but also my group mates noticed it. It’s hard for me to felt this. I’m not aiming for them to be proud on me but to believe me even I chosen Information System. An easy program for them but hard for me. As of now I felt relief because final testing we’re done and we survived from it. But there’s in-house review’s coming and I’m preparing for it.

                In my two years in this institution, different kinds of people that I've met; there are person that makes me happy and comfortable with, I’m enjoying being with them, but there are person makes me mad in the way how he/she approach, there are persons are good when they are in front of you but deceitful when you turn back. We knew that these kinds of persons are not rare. I’m very thankful, even in short time that I met and to be with them, I have another bunch of friends and new acquaintances. This campus serves as my door because I build here my confidence to face the different kinds of people especially this school given me a chance to be a leader again in thesis even though I’m not good in this field; they believed me even others are not. No one can get these experiences to me, this memories will last until my memories fades. And now I put this in my prayer and always hoping that whatever trials I may take, I can handle, survive and successfully pass on it. I believed that He eyed on me wherever I go and whatever I do.